disclaimer: everything written here is just plainly my personal opinions.. you can choose not to read it.. whatever written here is not to stir up any kind of emotion..thank you..

i have no idea why im blogging right now..when im supposed to be studying.. my mind is still in a state of shock.. and confusion barh.. hais.. i had so much trust in you.. yet you disappointed me again and again.. call me paranoid or whatsoever.. i dont wish to pick a fight this time round by writing all these.. i just dont get it.. is there even true love in the world? (besides the love from daddy God..) you people think too lightly of the word "love" alrdy.. who gives you the right to get another one so soon? i mean.. if you want.. go ahead.. but i wont do it..its not that i dont have the qualities to do so (it came out rather wrong..pardon that).. its just simply because.. i believe in true love.. i believe that loving someone isnt just words.. isnt just something which can be done within a day or two.. its alot more than that.. its saddens me to see youngsters taking it so lightly nowadays.. hais.. maybe this is what pastor prince prayed for during the last service barh.. for everything bad to break off.. and for the right one with the "right place right time" to come.. i swear i didnt find all those stuff on purpose..its all an accident.. or should i say.. its God's way of doing things? i believe daddy God made me discover all these.. to make me give up on whatever thats hurting me..the thing abt Adam and Eve and Rebecca and Issac is that.. they are meant to be together.. they are the appointed ones by daddy God.. and i will wait for my appointed one to come..here wishing you all the best with her bah.. if you guys really did get together.. and happy birthday in advance my friend..


i love daddy God, i know He loves me too.. and its all that matters